Our Sweet Maya

My sweet baby girl,

I can't believe two years have passed since we began this journey to you. When we started out we were so naive. We thought that we would complete the paper work, send it to Vietnam, and we would bring you home a few months after that. The minute we saw your face we knew you were ours, and that God had blessed us with a beautiful baby girl. We all sat around the computer laughing, crying, and talking about what it was going to be like to have you in our family. Little did we know how hard this road was going to be, but that's usually the way things go for us. So, we hit those challenges head on. We fought for you, and we fought hard. Not a week went by that I didn't call someone on your behalf. I talked with the Senator's offices, the State Department, and the White House. All the while thinking that somehow what I was doing would get you home. I never gave up thinking that soon I would hold you. It makes my heart break knowing that you will never know how much this family loves you. Your brothers and your sister talk about you every day. They talk about what you must look like, what your favorite color will be, and how cute you will look in the clothes that sit in your dresser. Every time that we pray, your 3 year old brother reminds us to pray for you. He says, “Pray for Maya, that she gets enough food, and she will come home.” Sweet girl, you are loved by so many. The day we found out you weren't going to be able to come home, three of my closest friends stopped by to pray and cry with me. We laid on my bed and prayed for you, that either God would work a miracle in this situation, or that He would place you in a home that loves you as much as we do. I cannot tell you how many people pray for you daily..

I want you to know that we will never stop praying for you. I pray that you will grow into a beautiful woman of God, that loves others more than herself. You have been such a special gift to us. I thank God that He brought us on this journey, otherwise, we never would have known you. We love you so much, and that will NEVER change.

I can't tell you that I understand why this has happened, or why I will never have the chance to hold you. I do know however, that God is good, and that He never makes a mistake. I am surprised, and hurt that things didn't turn out that way we thought they would, but I still trust Him and He has a reason for this.

I believe that someday I will see you in Heaven. I know that the minute I see you I will recognize you because you are so close to my heart. I will never forget you, no matter what road we may travel down next. You are forever a member of our family, and we love you.




Love,

Daddy, Mama,

Morgan, Kristian, and Harrison